I think I just saw you.

You were walking in the sun. I was in my truck. I wanted to say hi. I wanted to put you in my truck and run away together.

You deserve better than who I am today. I’m on the right path but I’m still walking. I can feel the person I want to be so close. He wants to be here with all of you so bad.

He’s scared he’s not ready. I’m scared I’m not ready.

I want to be ready for whatever happens next. I will be ready for what happens next.

I hope you stay with me on my journey but you have your own journey. I hope we find our paths run parallel, because I do love you. I think I do. I remember the way you look at me. It still makes me smile.

No matter what, remember I love you. If you’re scared or feeling threatened please call. I can offer you strength and safety. I have a lot of love in me. Please be patient while I figure it all out.

I love you, Lola.