Just ranting on my dating life.

I used to date a guy (casually) who talks about his first love and as he speaks about that relationship and that girl's name, i can feel that softness he have for her. There is something, some feeling after all these years. As a person, who never been in a long term actual relationship, I wish someone loved me like that. Like after all those years someone remember me with all softness they had. And I am old enough to be someone's first love. Everyone i have dated or been with already i had their first love and all I hear is why they can't love me because the past one is ruined.