As an 14 year old minor 😫

Anyone please help me to get rid of this addiction, I am badly addicted to it from 3 years. I have tried a dozens of time, I also got 30 days streak for at least 2 times. But still relapsed 😓 I can't do it anymore I am going into black darkness where I can't even see myself 🤒 please help me 👋 goodbye takecare