It happened 🫣

I guess it happens to every traveler I guess at some point.

I traveled to Thailand for vacation/mini retirement. I happened to extend my stay for a month but ended up finding a Chinese lady from Sichuan right before I was supposed to leave. We’ve seen each other almost every day for the past 2 weeks and found myself contemplating how I feel about everything.

This is the first woman I’ve ever been with for that long, and have done things with her that I’ve never done with another woman. Moreover shared moments that are Lw something else, I could only imagine before. I’ve been with countless women before her but none ever to this degree. I’m sure it’s the honeymoon phase and there are actually many things in not a fan of that she does or just the attitude towards topics that come off straightforward and brutally honest. Although I’ve gone to have open mindedness towards those things because I know that’s how other people were from different parts of the world.

Nonetheless, Ive had a fantastic time with her and know that there will have to be an ending. We go back home in 10 days and I did pondering making it more serious by I pity that thought because I know I would change my entire life goals and aspirations. I have family at home that I do love and care about but right now I’m out of work and without any debts of any kind. It makes me wonder, “does it really have to end?”.

Obviously it’s insane to do all of that but I can’t stop and admit the seed has been planted of it being a possibility. I just know I’d “mess” my life up but who’s to say it would be in a bad way….

Give any input or firsthand and secondhand experiences of yourself going through similar situation-ships.