Preparing for competitive exam sucks the soul out of your body in India.

I'm an MBBS doctor, currently preparing for NEET PG.

I turned 26 this January. Graduated last year, so this would be my 2nd attempt and tbh I'm not sure how will I fare this year (prep still not satisfactory, low GT scores and all)

I had gotten into MBBS in my 3rd attempt, so I was quite older for my batch too. And social life is practically non-existent since internship got over.

Just wanted to get into PG asap to get into a great GMC (although UG was from a GMC too) and get my life back on track, but that hasn't materialised till now.

I know I should not be wasting my time here and preparing instead but honestly the suffocation due to being stuck in life and increasing age is too much to handle sometime.