The time they took an old guy from a nursing home, dressed up him up in a suit to try to take my rights away

He was very old. Should have not been "practicing" or a parading around as a psychiatrist. As all the patients agreed and so did the people that worked at the hospital. He was so scared of the social worker he would just let her talk over him. As for whatever reason she did that with several doctors until she tried to it with mine and he shut her the fuck down, but yet he made his backhanded jokes about keeping me there and she said how it wasn’t funny. Good cop, bad cop trope. As it’s difficult having conflicting feelings, for everyone involved. Mind you he was only there that weekend, never to return to that hospital again. Tried to make me involuntary because I said my ex professional was taking/receiving kickbacks at my expense.

The social worker was deflecting the events I described between my ex professional and I, and our relationship. As I actually hospitalized as punishment, on one side from my ex professional for not accepting her advances and from the other side of them thinking we had a perceived relationship. As it was more than that, no one truly understanding that I just wanted her to do the right thing by me and her patients, stay true to herself, don’t fall to temptations, don’t be a sellout.

Fast forward, my ex professional posts her kickback thinking it would upset me, make me feel she was winning, or make me jealous. She's utterly blind so it seems, as that is going to be used for incrimination and a set up. A trap designed to keep in her under control and compliant until she is to be discarded. As no one likes her and she was used, just trapped in her illusion because the reality would break her. Her colleague said it wouldn't be such a bad thing if she was dead.

I don't feel bad for any of them, nor do I have any emotion for those that wronged me. They thought they could fuck over and lock away the person who made them everything they are today. They knew better but still did it anyway. So in all actuality they betrayed themselves, not me. Those material things given/gained were temporary, a trap and a curse. As they are indebted to me forever, in this lifetime and the next. As not even their death will be a way out. Not only for the cost, but the consequences of crossing me, laughing and thinking they would get away with it. Those tables turn fast, don't slip.

The sickest part is actually caring, being genuine and seeing the good in these people. Seeing their potential and everything they will never be. Seeing the greed, hate, and unhealed issues take over them that bind and bound them. Never helping anyone. Not even themselves. Taking their grubby deals at patient expense, not truly understanding what it means for them. They laugh, poke, smirk to compensate and deflect from themselves.

The devil’s puppets.