PekeASMR is a mentally abusive person.

I’ve stayed quiet about this for a while. But Eve aka PekeASMR is one of, if not the most mentally abusive and downright disrespectful content creators out there. This person had done nothing but made me feel like I wasn’t doing enough as a viewer or a supporter, and when I decided to do more I was doing too much. There was no balance or in between good enough for her. She had made me feel so inadequate about myself that I really started to believe I was useless. And she knew I suffered from some depression so why would you say these kinds of things to me? She really had me contemplating if I was even supposed to keep living anymore, that’s how useless and small she made me feel. She would send me whispers while she was streaming or message me on discord to tell me how much I wasn’t doing for her or how much her community wasn’t doing for her, she treats her viewers terribly unless you are giving her money. I understand that twitch can be someone’s job and can be frustrating but no one really “owes” you anything. That’s just greed. That’s not the point though. This person was someone I considered a friend, also someone who supported me on Twitch with my own streaming. But she would even come into my streams talking about “if I’m mad at you I’m going to call you dude instead of Rick” like okay? That was random? Where did that come from? She single handedly ruined my Christmas last year and ruined my time I spent with my grandparents all because I called her by her actual name instead of a nickname. I gave her money when she couldn’t upload to Patreon anymore. Gave her money so she could use a different website to upload things but I even got heat for doing that. I always try to do the right thing and look out for others before myself but that was clearly the wrong move to make. I tried to call her out for this kind of behavior and she never took the accountability for anything she said to me that was rude or disrespectful. Instead when I decided to bring up how I was feeling about how she treated me she just didn’t care. I mean she literally said that she didn’t care. Naturally I felt even more disrespected after that and I ended up being banned and blocked from everything. All I wanted was some acknowledgment and accountability on how this person mistreated others but no, couldn’t even get that. We are all adults here and I would expect people to have conversations like adults but we instead act like children who don’t see any wrong or harm in the actions we have taken towards other people. Anyways I just had to say something so hopefully others can speak on their situations they’ve had with other creators. I don’t think we should let creators treat us like this and they should be exposed whenever it happens.