A day off isn't enough anymore

I'm genuinely done. The idea of studying causes me to straight up start sobbing. I can't handle this anymore I can't learn any more new information and I only just finished getting through the mbe lectures. Barely got through that last section. I'm too depressed to even do the simulated and I can't bring myself to look at any material for even simple review. My scores have been pretty good, so I'm gonna be real I do think I'm competent enough to take this exam. That's not the issue. But I don't feel like I mentally can. At all. I don't feel strong enough to keep going. And that feels worse tbh :/ I don't know how practice my way out of this feeling. I can't imagine picking myself up through this for another day, let alone month. I already took Monday off and I've literally done nothing but rot in bed today. I just want to be done and get my life back.

Is anyone else feeling this over it? :( I'm at like 52% on my prep program 😢