Happiness.

I think I've posted on a few subreddits now (Maybe it's somewhat cathartic) but rn with everything NOT going right for me (friends, work etc.), I'm just curious I guess.

Will I be happy again? Will I get to feel loved again? Will I have someone like me again? Will I at least have someone even look at me? (I understand most won't know or have the answer, but I'm just curious)