Why does it feel like I finally found someone perfect for me, just to lose him?

The guy I’ve been seeing for 4 months — we were together all the time, multiple times a week. He’s the first person I’ve ever felt this strongly for. Not just emotionally, but sexually especially, we matched in every way and that alone is rare enough. He’s super smart, ambitious, already doing well in his career- the kind of guy I honestly didn’t think I’d actually get to connect with on all levels. He was someone who I wouldn’t dare dream about because it was too good to be true.

And I wasn’t even trying to fall like this. I wasn’t looking. But it just happened,we meshed so well, like he really saw me. It felt easy and real.

And now… he’s gone. He left the city, and he might be moving to Texas in the fall.

I don’t know how to explain it, but I’m a wreck. I don’t know if I’ll ever meet someone again who fits me like that — emotionally, sexually, intellectually. Even if we’re not together, I want to stay in his life somehow.

I know things drift when people move, but it just hurts so much to have found something so rare- only to feel it slipping away.

Like he is someone who it goes beyond like it feels spiritual.

Not sure how to just feel better.