Did I mess up?

So recently I met this girl (online) well call her Rock. So me and Rock have been chatting the past fue days nothing to serious just some freaky texts and cute pic of our pets or out bed rooms stuff like that then last night we were texting and she asked me out out of the blue I panicked and said no. Then today she's been all normal back to her freaky texts calling me cute and stuff like that. But I really like her and I don't like long distance (we live 1 hour away from each other if we travel by plane) and I'm scared of relationships cus Iv been in quite the fue Toxic/ abusive relationships and idk what to do.