It wasn't porn

He drugged me with MDMA and had sex with me and I enjoyed the sex He also filmed me and posted me online without my consent When I came down I felt violated and scared I have been taunted and mocked about this happening since it happened I was told since I enjoyed the sex it was just porn I am pressing charges but the public has already decided I am a liar So I feel like it was a mistake to press charges I feel like I am not safe because he knows a lot of people and I don't have anyone If I enjoyed the sex and he is someone I've had sex with before is it sexual assault