Ok...its not a want but a need to quit.

So I have surgery at the end of the month and for over the last decade or so I've been using marijuana as my main pain management and anxiety / stress reliever like so many do but for the last couple months I've been wanting to quit on and off anyways... I took a big break over the holidays and I felt pretty good and thought that I would smoke less coming back but I feel like I ended up either right back where I was or even smoking more. I want to go ahead and find some other coping mechanisms and tools to help function. So I guess this is me using you all to hold myself accountable and appreciate the hive mind support. 🥂🪄