should i get diagnosed with this if i’m going into college

hi chat

i discovered this maybe last week and i was doing a lot of research on this and i am pretty sure i have it so let me break it down 💥

i’ve always struggled with math like since i was born my mom took me to get tested when i was young because i could not do math at all and she thought i had a problem cuz i was so buns and they didn’t find anything like im good at everything else but math

i just graduated and when i was in hs i had extra time math and i was so bad my tutor would celebrate whenever i got a question right 😭 and then id go home and not be able to do the problem i can’t tell time on a clock, it confuses me if it’s not right on the number, i don’t know my multiplication tables except my 5s,10s, and 20s if you ask me what 13x3 is im gonna stand there and look at u like u just told me i got cancer and my brain does this weird thing where i stack the numbers on top i know 3+3 is 6 and then u add extra 3 and then okay now i just confused myself ANYWAY 🤗 or i use a piece of paper and write tally marks and try to count them that way

i learned my left and right very late and to the day i still make Ls out of my fingers to tell which is which, like my sense of direction is AWFUL i went into a bathroom today where it was a door, a long hallway and then a locked door and when i came out i turned to the locked door and for 30 seconds tried to open it before turning around and going Oh… i came in that way…. 😀 looked stupid as hell 💔

anyway im going into college and i have to take a math class for the major i wanna do (veterinary) i have to take statistics and imma be real im cookedddd 💔 im going to community college so im just gonna take all gen ed classes for my first year so i won’t have statistics yet but i am gonna have to take it eventually and YALL IM STRESSING imma be real i can barely subtract so if yall got any youtube videos or tips please tell me this is about to be hell i can do everything but this stupid math class its gonna be lower level but my god am i gonna struggle

oh also i have speech apraxia too which also has to with brain not knowing to operate so maybe that has something to do with it too??? Idkk??? Perrrrhapppss????

sorry for the bad spelling i got a cold right now and i don’t really care to double check