Growth and libido ramble

I know that “growing = hornier = orgasms = more growth” is a trope in size fiction that is super played out, but I can’t deny how much of a grip the idea has on me. Feeling like I’m fighting a losing battle against my body which just wants to grow massive and indulge in endless hedonism, cursed to feel better and better as I lose control and get bigger and bigger…

It always starts small. Maybe I notice after an orgasm that I’m still horny for some reason, my girlcock refuses to go soft after cumming like it normally does. Then I slowly notice the changes- an inch or two of height, tighter bras, tighter shoes, and of course a swollen cock that remains as needy and rigid as ever. Maybe if I came again it would stop, go back to normal somehow, but of course it doesn’t. In fact, the terrifying fact is that it would feel even better than last time.

And I’d be a bit bigger.

I’d try to deny it, to go about my day to day ignoring the needy monster in my pants throbbing within the confines of its prison, screaming for release. It would be harder to focus on my work, my thoughts slipping to imagining myself grow just a bit bigger, only a little more wouldn’t hurt, right?

Then I’d crack, unable to withstand the call to feel that erotic release and expansion, my situation made all the worse by how much curvier, more hung, and taller I’d get afterwards.

Like an addiction, one hit wouldn’t be enough. What was the record for the tallest person? I’ll stop at seven feet tall, then I’m done.

Okay, maybe 8.

Maybe I’m okay with being a record setting 10 feet tall, curvaceous bombshell with a foot long monster dick, I could learn to live with that, right?

But by then the growth would have its hooks deep in me, until I realize that one day after another orgasm that I can’t stop, like my body is moving of its own accord, wanting another hit of dopamine, of growth, and I cum again right then and there. Then again. And again.

My gooner pleasure addicted brain would take over as the sensations became overwhelmingly stimulating, like a growth nirvana of arousal. Soon in busting out of walls, feet demolishing buildings, tidal waves of cum erupting from my girlcock, until all that’s left of the planet is my lust.

…sooooo that’s what’s been on my brain lately 😅😅