Emotional

Hi! I am just having an emotional day and have no one to talk to so excuse me.

I am in the third trimester (28/29 weeks) with our 6th child and emotions came over me. We have been trying to buy our second house for the last year, intense searching since we found out about our baby. We have made offers, and get pushed aside because we have a home sale contingency but are always second runner up other than that. My plan was to move before baby comes but Dr thinks baby will be here in about ten weeks. So my stress level is even higher.

Second thing, one of my friends just found out they are pregnant as well. My husband was overjoyed for them as was I. But deep down, I feel hurt because whoever we told we were having our last and final baby this time, kind of brushed it off like it doesn’t matter. Even my husband was like happy but not overjoyed (especially since fertility Dr said we would need meds to conceive again.) I understand I’m old news since it’s baby6 but I feel like no one is excited but me. I feel alone.

I just want baby here so I feel some love.

Sorry for the rant/vent.