[real] (07/04/2025) Kraków pt. 2

So it did happen like I predicted . And at the final moment I realised that the guy I'm obsessing over is actually the gayest man alive and there's no chance for me. I'm just very blind to that sorta thing.

Also it's 3 am and I'm walking down the streets of Krakow trying to find the way back to my hotel. I just spent the whole night out with a bunch of paleontologists singing karaoke for hours on end. Is this how it's supposed to go?

Or is this just how it goes? Maybe there is no deeper meaning. No master plan. You just kinda exist and try your best and then things happen to you and you try to make the most of it. There's a lot of trying involved. There's a lot of "huh, why is this happening, is this gonna end well for me?", and then finding out that it's not the end of the world.

I've actually had the best time the past week. Met so many amazing people. Done some really cool things. I don't think I really need much more than this actually.