My friend went ghost on me

My online friend of two years went ghost on me back in April of this year. I noticed first as I tried to text him on insta and I noticed both his accs was disabled. I texted him on iMessage instead and asked him about it and he was just like “yeah something happened, I’ll tell you later”. Which was fine, then we started talking about what I was gonna bring up originally.

Around a week later, we finish up our side project together (I tested an app and referred him to do it with me) and gave him the last survey and all that stuff and the last thing I said was “so are you gonna explain what happened?” And I never got a response back, and that was on April 15th.

So you know, life went on. I stopped thinking about him and that text until the end of the day after I graduated. I sent him a picture of my diploma cover with flowers with a text that said “I hope we’re okay and you’re doing good, just letting you know I graduated” and I never got a response, which I sent that on June 1st ☹️

I’m really really trying not to take any of this personal but it’s hard not to because it’s just like, why? What happened? We were talking up a storm back in March and it’s like a switch flipped in April. I forgot I had him on discord which I checked today and noticed we wasn’t friends, an option to friend request him not even available. So, I asked my friend to search up his user and guess what, it got sent right away. Meaning, im blocked.

Guys, i dont know what happened or what went wrong. We never fought or had any problems. Todays the day where I’m finally just feeling it all? If that makes sense. I’m missing someone who knows how to reach me and it’s just a pain knowing I’m never gonna know what happened to him or why he did what he did.