Went camping, wonderful place and people but I just felt neutral about every activity and ended up in my tent scrolling. It felt useless.

Went swimming, but it felt like nothing. Keeping up conversations was okay if they were easy in a group but one on one I started to struggle after 15 minutes and excused myself. Being alone felt much better. All I wanted was to just lay, scroll or sleep.

I just can’t care. It’s like my brain is always neutral and my body is not picking up on anything happening. All it wants is rest and food. The worst part is that I can’t remember how it used to be or feel that I miss it anymore. I feel some emotions, but my feeling are mainly: whatever, don’t care. That is my mood, all the time.

Can anyone relate?