I think it's about 40 days

I have not masturbated at all since I think about 45 days. It feels liberating and this has been my second largest streak so far( The first largest being the one since I was born to the first day I masturbated- lol).

Though in my mind , I have been violating girls like the usual ( I hate it ), but externally it is dampened beyond anything else. I also did not have any sexual dreams after first 3 weeks or so, so it is an improvement.

This was and is my biggest compulsion and I have atleast achieved some dignity for me in my own eyes.

The closest I came to relapse was when I opened reddit and Instagram - so delete these app guys , they serve no purpose really.

My day goes very good and cheerful, people are finding me approachable, a girl told me that her friend finds me very funny(in a good way). I have gained weight , my face used to look like a dried grape but now I can feel some difference.

I have started wearing formal clothing to my office , my speech has also improved , I can speak with confidence atleast in front of my cohorts.

You can do it, just say I will do it tomorrow. And that tomorrow should never come. Because itch to do masturbation is a wave , it is not continuous.

For me next best thing would be to get this control on the level of mind and not do deliberate daydreaming of sex.