Too much to deal with and I need someone's advice

So basically. I go to a dif school bc I got suspended for greening out at school and I go w a girl I smoked her cart and she's not mad but my dad hates her (he doesn't know what she looks like ) so basically I lose every right and become severely anxious panic attacks and er all the time anyway I get a flip phone bc the panic attacks and basically my friend (ima call her dock) dock texts me "bro ur dad is my driver he's giving me cocaine" ok so like he tells dock and other ppl who know me about me and "dock". so like I 2013 he "quit" but I knew bc I seen the Zaza and stuff and I didn't care i js dont like the lying anyway it gets to a point where he's always on shir and js it's obvious he has smt to hide and this girl (splat) tells my step mom about "rape" (confirmed she js made it up) so it starts a whole investigation and he denies all the plug stuff and basically I leave home to go w friend and I bought a burner phone for myself at end of summer and Dcf gets called and I go home and my dad is interrogating me so I cry myself out of it and then I go with my nonna then get home and my room is all messed up so I get her to xalm him and I'm like "why" and he's like "I saw the trac phone on the internet" I'm like "what?!" So my gonna gets a call from dcf and we go back to her house and my aunts there so they do that and then my aunt takes me out to get boba but like she wants me not to go home bc everyone found out my dad doing and selling hard drugs and also he's been not acting how he usual does in front of people, like an asshole, but people think he erratic now and my family makes statement against him and he's supposedly in rehab but idk. Anyway my other aunt a police officer stole my phone broke it open and they looked through all my stuff and I knew way more about this then they did so my dad should be glad I didn't snitch and fuck him he destroyed all my accounts which I've had for years, THEN he hacks my friends phone and force restarts it and then deletes all my step moms accounts. I've been at my aunts and I have cat and 3 brothers and no contact to anyone and dude. Im losing it. My fucking cousin won't let me use his phone I had to steal it while he's asleep and it's not every night and like I really am mad at my dad for ts and my step mom doe s nt know and idk what to do. Help me. Im gonna kill myself. I've been in enough trouble and I might as well just run away right, HELP do I sneak out and buy another phone like help bro wtf do I do PLS DONT GIVE ME ANY MORAL ANSWERS OR ANYTHING GOOD FOR ME. I NEED A REAL PLAN AND IM FREAKING OUT SORRY