I'm bingeing on food. Just want to vent.

I've been on a 2 month cut. I've finally built a physique I'm really happy with. I use to struggle with eating junk food. and Kinda bingeing. Well recently I'm going through alot of life stress. I'm trying to quit nicotine for a new job in healthcare. I lost control and am just too overworked right now. I broke the diet. I've blown out my calories on junk food yesterday and this morning. I'm really just trying to process this all.

I'm so happy with my physique and I want to keep building. It just sucks to take an L like this after so many weeks of dieting, when I was like 2 and a half weeks away from my target weight. I know I got greedy and should of took a cheat meal or two by now. But I was so fucking close! I don't have fit friends or anyone around me who is trying to improve themselves like this and no one understands. So yeah. I just wanted to say this hoping you guys would get it.