Against all odds

My mom died Sunday night and I’ve been emotionally walled off , I never been one that really was great at expressing my emotions. One day happened to put on a TikTok and they were playing against all odds and this really affected me. I know that I guess is not necessarily the perfect song for grieving a parent death considering it’s about loss of a relationship. But it felt good to finally release some of my emotions so I decided to try to look up songs that might be able to bring out similar emotions. To my surprise, there was a surprising lack of songs to choose from no song, really felt right. I spent hours looking for songs that might be able to trigger this response this grief response, but not seem to fit