War, missiles, and the end.

I’ve never posted a Reddit and this definitely isn’t the first thing I thought I was going to post but I didn’t know where else to go with such a rattling and body numbing experience. I hope this finds people who have had similar nightmares lately or can just help ease my mind and interpret it better.

I Was having a house party and everyone I know to be alive was all there my friends, my exes, other people. The house I live in is on a hill (small mountain) in a town near the top. the sky was cloudy and dark much darker than normal clouds produce. and couldn’t figure out why I thought it was a tornado because I looked out the window and seen what looked like a funnel but the funnel went straight up into the dark clouds so I thought we were okay. (I have a very real fear of tornadoes and I often have nightmares of them) Then as I watched 20 different holes around the mountains and countryside side opened up one by one and black smoke billowed out from them followed by a quick an almost blinding light. Missles and or nukes all launching from the underground bunkers and with every one that launched a visible shockwave went through the air. Everywhere I looked out the window they were launching. Nobody was concerned except me. Everyone else was just recording with their phones. I kept looking around at everyone but nobody was scared just observing it more than anything. And then after what felt like 20-30 minutes I watched out the window and saw missiles not leaving the ground but instead coming down, one two five seven all around but it wasn’t the missiles it was the shockwave from those missiles hitting the ground. The entire area started caving in on itself, I watched the earth fold into itself unnaturally from the mountains being shook and broken down into the holes of the missile silos. I watched the earth revolt from such mass landscaping as it broke down everything around it. I watched the mountain side across from us start to collapse and watched as another missile hit the area. I watched as the shockwave rippled across the air and felt it when it hit the house. I felt the foundation we were on finally start to give and the entire house started sliding and collapsing right down into one of the smoke filled holes but it wasn’t just a smoke filled hole anymore it was molten lava and death as pungent as it could be. It was searing heat before I was even close. And I knew it was over. I knew all the I don’t wanna’s in the world wouldn’t save me. I prayed I prayed like I’ve never prayed before because I knew it was the end of not just me. But the end of almost all life on earth. And I was scared.