feeling weird

I feel like I have different versions of myself depending on where I am or who I'm with, almost like different personalities or masks. I also struggle with obsessive, repetitive thoughts and intrusive 'what if' worries that I can’t easily control. Sometimes I dissociate and feel disconnected from myself, like I’m watching from the outside. I overthink a lot and feel anxious about social situations, and I often get stuck in loops trying to make things 'just right.' It’s really confusing and makes me question who the real 'me' even is.