M4A subtly change my sexuality to gay and turn me into a femboy grindr slut without me fully realising it

Hello. M20 here. I want to be subtly turned into a gay or bi femboy whore that loves to get fucked. I want it to happen subtly over time without me fully realising while in trance. Grafually being turned more and more without me realising the affects. Until eventually by the time I realise it Im very feminine and slutty. I'm looking for someone that knows how to change sexuality. (Yes its possible, personally seen it happen in the hypnosis community before) And yes. I really am straight.

Why do I want this? I've always wanted to be into men. Allot of straight guys seem to be humiliated by the idea of being gay. I've personally never understood why though. I mean men know how other men think, more direct communication, and men know how to please men better than women do. I don't see the downside. It looks kinda fun to be into men tbh. I also have a bit of a transformation fetish and I'm curios to know how I could be changed. I also have a kinks for being objectified that I've always wanted to explore. I also have a kink about being converted without fully realising what's happening and I thought it sounded fun. I want being a whore to be my art form and to be trained further and further into becoming a whore.

I'll send pictures of my transformation gradually as well. If you want that.

Maybe you could also make it so my penis goes limp and call it a "clitty".

No sissification btw. I want to be a femboy. not a sissy. and don't call me "good girl" either. I also want the ability to change between being masculine and feminine as well btw, as I want to be able to hide it. And no permanent changes. If I change I at least want the ability to go back if I ever want to.

I only do text hypnosis btw.

I know this is a weird request from a straight guy but I genuinely want this.

DM if interested.