Feeling better 2 days without escitalopram?

Hi guys. Iam taking escitalopram 20mg a day for about 6 months. I still felt shitty and my mind is rageing fulltime :D. I didnt take the meds for 2 days and i feel littlebit of withdrawall but only my eyes are weirdly hurting. But oh my god I feel relaxed as fuck and my mind is silent. I can drink coffee without anxiety and everithing is better. Is it maybe that the meds were problem?