26 [M4F] #Brooklyn - 6'4" man wants to be someone's submissive anal slut

I want to explore myself submissively. As a 6'4", hairy dad bod type of guy, I never really had the opportunity to put myself in a submissive headspace and a vulnerable state. On one hand, I enjoy being dominant, but I crave for the chance to be someone's plaything. I crave to be corrupted, trained to take cock and any sized toy my Mistress wants. I crave to be conditioned and made desperate, so anytime I am not anally stimulated, I feel wrong. I crave to be someone's piece of meat that is at the mercy of their hands, their toys and their selfish, dirty and sadist desires. I want to give in.

Some of my many kinks that I want to try include but are not limited to: Femdom, chastity, feminization, FLR, TPE, anal training, orgasm denial, orgasm control, latex, watersports, degradation, CNC, any form of body worship, and fisting, among other things I cannot think of at this time. The main thing I want to explore is anal training, I want to be gaping and leaking at the hands of you. I want to be such an anal slut.

My only limits are blood and heavy pain. Sounding is a soft no.

I am clean, I can host and I have been told I have the personality of a short person (whatever that means).

Main concern is communication, since many people I've interacted with on this site have a hard time with it. Be honest on what kind of relationship you want (ONS, fwb, full on romantic, etc) because I am open to it all. If you are a switch, that is bonus points, just know that I want to explore my submissive a lot currently.

Hope to hear from you soon!