Virgin Island

So I am currently watching Virgin Island and it has got me thinking. I have had two girlfriends in my life and I have never had Intimate like they show on there at all. Not even just kissing in bed and I truly feel like I have no idea what I am meant to do or anything, I struggle to cum and that has always been an issue with my ex girlfriends.

At the age that I am, I feel I am better just staying single now because finding someone of my age to really understand and things, I don't feel like will happen, Like I feel like I am a " Virgin " but I am technically not. If that makes sense.

Not sure why I am writing this 🤷🏼‍♀️