Anyone else on a professional resit and dreading results on the 17th?

Sat BPT FM & BST in March, passed FM BST but failed BPT with 53. Resat in June and spent about 25 minutes of it reading Bibliu, wrote 2 sentences for the last part of Q3 and I'm virtually certain that I failed

I emailed the ICAEW person for my region last Friday about recruiters they'd recommend, been aired.

Applied to an industry Investment Banking PQ qualified role (I'm 11/15 so not even PQ), radio silence but probably to be expected there, was always a long shot.

Applied for another industry role for a finance analyst, got a rejection back 4 days later.

I'm beginning to remember how shit applying for jobs is 😭