bru i saw him???

i saw the 20 something yr old man that i tongued, that picked me up from school when i was 15. I saw him IN THE FUCKING DONUT SHOP while i was with my mom, and i fucking froze, i was so shocked honestly in disbelief that i seen him again, and well now i have thoughts of reaching out to him, knowing that i shouldn’t i didn’t like what happened between us idk maybe i did maybe i didn’t maybe both??? but fact of the matter is i saw him again and everything came flooding back in.