Sexual Ocd ( Feeling horrible )

Hello all, I am a Ocd suferer thant has been with all this nonsense since 5 years ago. I haver had Contamination/Cleaning ocd, Pocd and actually been suffering from Sexual Ocd, with intrusives thoughts and imatges 24/7 of rapes scenes and horrible things

Todas I was un sofa and Saw a meme that on the imge appears a porn acto and a porn actrrss and strated to bee erected and pop jo un my mind thoughts of a man that was a raper un a TV serie and pannicked because if was the erection because of that. And my família where there and now I think that my family thinks that t'he erection was because of that.