Feeling worthless

Its a rant and my anger/ frustration, whatever u wanna sayy, It's okay if u dont wanna read all this stiff

idkk what to sayy, u can call this rant but I'm feeling weird lately
last yr I gave exam and got X clg Y branch (clg is okayish in placements like 70-80% of what in hers) and this yr, my school mate she got into clg B CSE (B >X) cos of her OBC quota (although, her family is quite well off, father in govt position, shes using Iphone)

The thing that pisses me off the most is, she enjoyedd her whole 11-12th like partying, doing all those outings and everything, and I just rot in books last 2 yrs and I am in bad clg compared to hers. Also yk what, she litreally cheated in school exam, like in this one particular exam, the question paper was sent to printing in of her friend's tauji's shop, wha se she got paper and learnt all the answers and got 59/60.
Then also, when final %ge came out for 11th, I was the class topper, and in 12th also I was the science school topper

but this girl, and my 12th class teacher jiss pr usne itnaa saaraa makhaaan lagaya thaaa (and ofc class teacher preferrered her just coz she was pretty) ki IN THE RESULT DAY, SHE TOLD ME KI AISE 1st 2nd NAHI nikala unhone, but BAAKI KAAYI LOGO KO SHE TOLD THAT GIRL SCORED Rank 1 in 11th when I was 5% more than herr

Like I'm soo agitated, sorry if yall needed to read this out but I just wanna vent out real bad coz I'm feeling quite worthless now