I should've sucked Daddy at the Gym... now I crave sweaty hard cock

I'm going to start this by saying that I'm bicurious and a tall masc man with a gf.

When I was JUST 18 I was at the gym one night close to closing time and had a swim. I was in the steam room after and I noticed an older guy (probably 50) staring at me. I had a towel over my face, but I could see him. I spread my legs a little wider and adjusted my cock a little bit in my speedo. I could see he was touching himself now and so I teased my fingers along my inner thigh and cock. I was suddenly SO turned on by making this man hard, I don't know what came over me.

When I started to get more aroused I panicked a little and ran to the bathroom stall while I went soft again. I headed to the shower and noticed him walk by looking at my ass. After 5 minutes or so, I went to dry my suit in the dryer and saw that he was in the sauna by himself. I took off my speedo right in front of him and bent over real slow to pick it up, exposing my hole to him. I was so horny. I dried my suit and now I was naked and getting hard again so I quickly returned to the bathroom stall. I spit on my fingers and started teasing my hole. Not one minute later I heard a knock on the door.

I panicked and stopped what I was doing. He reached two fingers over the stall door trying to open it and If I had, I would have dropped to my knees immediately, but my brother worked at the gym and I knew EVERYONE there. The straight jock couldn't just get caught sucking an older man or getting fucked at the gym. I told my brother and his friends later that this man was creeping me out and they'd mean mug him for months after, when in reality I was teasing him and aching for his cock.

Eventually I moved away for college, but I still think about that night. I started dressing years later after a girl left her panties at my place after a one night stand. I used to cam and tease older men when I was younger. My gf is bi and I love her the most, but when she's away at work I fantasize about being a glory hole sissy slut and being spit-roasted by two big cocks. I'm throbbing as I write this and remember that night. I hope he still tugs his cock thinking about me;)