Fingered someone for the first time 🙈😭

So I'm 18 and I live in the US. I have gone there after my highschool for my undergrad. I've been a very very smart kid since chidhood and had many friends, or peers who were a fan of my works 😭 (istg not flexing or smth I have given a TEDx Talk and all so yeah). I had one such friend (female) in 7th grade. I kinda liked her, but she left school in 9th and I moved on. I started dating a girl in 11th. But then, as I moved abroad, that girl from 7th randomly started texting me on insta. She was not doing well in her life academically and was strugulling to even pass 12th. I gave some acad advice but as I had a girlf, I never paid any attention to it. But she never stopped. She continuously texted me all the time, I talked rudely and all and asked her to stop, but I got pity and didn't block her.
Recently, I came to India for summer break, my gf broke up with me, her love faded due to long distance and all. (I have never had anything more than kiss with her). I was sad. But then I needed someone to spend time with. So I started talking to that girl again, for a couple days, and we talked some dirty stuff too. Then she wanted me to come to her house, jus to meet her parents and talk and all. (Her parents know I'm a smart guy and they want her to learn from me uk). I went today. We went to her room. Her mom had strictly told her to not lock the room. So we just shut the door but it was opening every now and then. We were talking and I suddenly grabbed her and kissed her on cheek. She didn't resist. Then she did too. She wanted to watch a kdrama, I pulled out my laptop and we started wactching, lying down. I started touching her boobs, she was like "koi dekh lega, mat karo" and all. Then she went like "jaake darwaza band karo pehle". I went and closed the door. She laid down facing upwards, I started pulling her tshirt and bra up, then I started kissing and squeeing her b**bs. I went down to pull her pants down, she was like "shave nahi kara hai", I didn't care, I pulled down and tried to finger her. Where I was tryna shove my finger in the wrong place 😭. She was like "neeche krte hai bevkoof" 😭. Then I did, she didn't show much orgasms tho as it wasn't too good obv 😭. We did for like 15 mins and then she dressed back and we opened the door 😭. After some time, we went out, I greeted her parents (lmaoo) with respect and went away.
She said ho gya so ho gya, no strings attached. Which was relieving for me too as I don't actually want her as a gf (she's weird 😭).

Jus wanted to share as I couldn't keep it to myself 😭