nothing can make me happy

nothing can make me happy,

here i lay down tired,

love is hard needs a lot of stuff,

i would rather die than go on like this,

please god where are you,

here with fantasy i dwell,

goodness heaven please do something,

my sickness of life,

of repetition of all days,

rather be in a castle in forest,

with cool girlfriend muse,

purple planet and purple star,

i might be,

death is the best thing for me,

hand in hand,

to final peace by the river,

glowing with colors,

life is hard,