Stop thinking and just let be, the answers will flow to you

A couple of weeks ago I had a very intense experience, what one would often classify as an "ego death", I personally say I would classify it as a spiritual crisis. I see now how this was a necessary part of my growth and transformation. However, at the time it was very terrifying, the way I had solved life's problems and my outlook on the world was shifted and tested in a way that allowed me to shed an old system of beliefs. You see, before this- I had constantly been on the search for some kind of "answer" these last few years of my life. Constantly asking myself what was the perfect thing I could do to make me the most happy, most fulfilled, most consistent, etc. It got to a point where it was eating away at me. My gut felt so wrong and this overwhelming anxiety was getting increasingly worse and eventually some part of me just broke and I decided to really listen into my gut as opposed to going to my head for answers, I had begun to let my thoughts flow by as the answers in my head were ever changing in away that never felt grounded. By holding onto those "answers", this was basically saying, "I don't trust the universe" without even realizing it. Because the "answers" are never obvious and a feeling more than anything else. It is likely rare your entire path will be extra clear the whole time. Most of the time, you're in a dimly lit room following the path one step at a time to the best of your abilities.

Now whenever I catch myself potentially getting too caught up in my head, I can feel when something is off and refocus back to the present moment. At the start of my spiritual crisis, I had started beginning seeing "333" and since making it through the crisis, the number has been showing up a ridiculous amount of times in my life everywhere. As eternal spiritual beings we are meant to flow like water, surrender your current system of thoughts and beliefs that make your ego feel safe and you might just find the greatest hope yet.

Much love, everyone. <3