Ever joined and contributed to a subreddit for *your needs, but it was too sensitive in moderation?

Fuck this shit, fuck the chronic illness sub. It’s such a frickin seesaw. I looked it up and just because I have an illness and I felt it would be the only place to either rant or to just simply, freely speak about my day to day fucking issues—boy we don’t have it easy at all. The mods on the other hand are real lames. I made a big rant post about my experience with doctors, how they’ve neglected me, and how my ex nurse practitioner literally by definition, gaslit me, having not seen their pinned announcement about it. And I got a bunch of likes, after a while they deleted it and posted that stupid, corny automod message along with it. And a nothing thing, it’s one of those subs where even if you agree with an op and are nice about it, you’ll get the brainless dvs and then the mod will also come out and shut on you like another greyed out brain. Smh. Where the hell do i come on once a week to rant about that part about my shitty illness now? Lol.