i think my mom doesn’t like me

idk why. i mean she probably doesnt hate me, but she definitely doesnt like me. When i went into my first school, my mom would always ask me if im getting bullied. At first, I thought it was considerate that she’s asking. But whenever I made a friend she’d always assume they were using me and not that someone actually likes me. Or whenever i wanted to try a different style or aesthetic, she’d always ask me if im trying to follow someone else and if im trynna be “quirky and cool” even when im just talking or simply sharing an interest of mine to her, she’d always just talk about how annoying I am. She once yelled at me for using hand gestures when trying to express my point. When I’d talk about enjoying a subject in school, she’d just talk about getting me a tutor because she doesn’t believe in my ability to learn something on my own. Even as a kid (8-10 yrs old) she would threaten to lock me away in a mental asylum where they would put me in a strait jacket and I would “not be able to do anything”, just because I had “weird habits” and she considered me “mentally ill” (it was just OCD all along)

Maybe this is just things mothers do. Idk.