Pulled toward being more feminine but still only into women — anyone else in this headspace?

Alright, I’ll keep this real because my mind’s been spinning with this for a while, and I need to get it off my chest.

I’m a guy, straight-up only attracted to women. But lately, I’ve had this constant pull toward the feminine side of things. Not just liking feminine women—wanting to be more feminine myself. The body, the softness, the curves… that whole vibe. I even picture being the one with the softer body sometimes, and weirdly, it feels right in my head.

It’s not like I’m suddenly into dudes—that’s not the case. It’s more like I feel being feminine would bring me closer to the way women connect. You know how they’re open with each other? Sleep in the same room, undress without it being weird, tease each other, talk deep, all that? Part of me feels like I belong in that space, but my current self is locked out of it.

I’ve messed with FaceApp, seen the “feminine me” version—and honestly? It hit different. It’s confusing as hell because I don’t fully know if it’s fantasy, gender stuff, or just craving that closeness women have with each other.

Has anyone here gone through this? Wanting to lean feminine and explore that side, but your attraction stays with women? I’m not sure where this lands—gender-fluid, questioning, whatever.

Just trying to hear from folks who’ve been in this headspace. Appreciate any raw, real replies.