I want for everything to end

I just can't imagine a life I wouldn't want to lose. And it's killing everything that's left in me.

I'm so tired, it's so hard to just keep myself alive, let alone everything else. I keep failing, and even if I somehow turn everything around, I still don't see any reasons for it to continue.

I can't connect with people. I can't open up. I can't express my emotions. Can't do anything. Can't sleep. Can't eat.

Why should I be alive? There is no need for me.