Dropper here didn't got desired college even after many sacrifices.

Please don't read if u don't want trauma .I am partial dropper doing bcom hons. from south ka srcc. I was obsessed with srcc so I tried to give cuet this year and I am getting 873/1000 my category is obc ncl .still after reservation it's very difficult that I will get srcc or not with this score. I literally broke i gave my 2-3 months preparation not so intense because of my unstable family conditions and my life, although u people will call it a excuse but it matters a lot. I ruined my second semester, lots of sacrifices. Still in confusion, don't know what will i get i will not go with kmc,ramjas.i wanted srcc always so I decided to fill only 5-6 pref. Because I didn't choose maths this time and I have only 2 options bcom. Or bcom hons. My parents supported me but taunting me at the same time that u ruined this time also like last year. They are also encouraging me to join hindu(may be) hansraj(confirm)I will easily clear their cutoff according to my calculations.but I think it is not worth it join kmc,ramjas as i am already in venky. But sometimes I remain in the confusion I should go with hindu and hansraj. After sacrificing a year in venky. You won't get anything without sacrificing specially when u r dropper like me. "We dropper suffer the most, sacrifice the most". I know my friends and some people will call me mad bcoz even in tier 1 college you are going to colleges that are just little better or sake for north campus. I need advices from droppers, seniors and even juniors , what will u do if u r in same place like mine. Should I consider colleges like hindu or hasraj (if i get)? Even i am in venky.

Here are quote for all my dropper friends

"The Hardest choices requires the strongest wills"