Why I have to be careful.

Been thinking about my step mom a lot this weekend. Haven't been able to do anything with dad here.

So I'm going to explain something about me and my sister. Going to try and get it all out right now.

So the beginning. My dad knocked my mom up when she was... To stay within the guidelines I'm going to say my parents were young parents.

My mom was pregnant with me when my dad cheated on her with another girl. He knocked her up and that's my half sis who is only a few months younger than me.

My mom died during shortly after delivering me. That's why I don't really bring her up beyond my dad cheating on her.

I grew up kinda lonely at home. Dad worked a lot and had baby sitters and daycare.

I didn't know that I had a sister that whole time. I think my dad and her mom didn't end well.

When I was in middle scool was when we were in the same school. It took almost a year until we were having a school concert.

We were next to our parents when we heard them talking to each other. They told us we were related. I guess they wanted to avoid us accidentally dating now but back then I remember thinking if she was my sister then why were we not living together.

Our parents decided to let us see each other during the weekend. For guidelines, we were adults when it started... Actually to think about it it really picked up when we became adults.

We turned 18. Visiting her I noticed that she was doing something before I came.

Now I think about it I think she was trying new clothes on for whoever she was banging at the moment.

I think because she was an only child and mostly had the house to herself for a couple hours that she felt comfortable being almost nude. Changing and walking back and forth from her bedroom.

She stopped when she noticed i was there. I was told I am welcome to come in anytime so I did. Okay I see what I wrote and I'm now thinking I was just walking in on my sister this whole time.

Anyway, she would tell me about the guys she was 'dating' and some of what they did.

I took what I was seeing and our conversations as her wanting me. I was scared to do anything for a while. Then one day I confronted her about it.

I told her I found her sexy and that I would like to have sex with her.

She yelled at me. Called our parents and now she has a restraining order against me.

This is why I don't believe that just because someone seems to be teasing and asking for it might be genuine.

That I must have been looking for things that weren't there or something else was happening.

Like stories about a mom 'exposing herself with a dildo' maybe she was oblivious.

'my nephew hard dick pressing against me ' maybe he still has an unwanted erection and thought he was able to hide it.

I know my sister has our dad's libido. Sleeping with most guys that was remotely attractive. But she drew the line at incest.

That's why I still have a hard time believing my step mom was willing to do things with me. Although I do look like my dad more and more back when they met. So maybe my step mom is trying to relive what they had before he gave up.

My step mom and I were a slow burn. I talk about how we are doing things but it took I don't know how long. I was going for her for a little/year while. I don't know how long SHE was going for me.

I hope this explains things and now when people ask me about my sister I can point to this post and save time.