I think I’m falling for a trans friend I came out to early on.

Title. There’s a friend of mine who I believe is actually the first trans woman I ever met. I reached out to her in a moment early on in my realization that I’m a woman where I was feeling low and seeking support from a friend. We’ve talked essentially every day since at least a little. I don’t know if she feels the same way I do, she certainly seems to like talking to me and we get together just about every week for a few hours over Discord to play games or just hang out. We get along really well and have a ton in common. I get so happy when I see that she’s sent me a message, like butterflies kind of happy.

I don’t think I’ll ever know how she feels unless I ask her, because the biggest problem is I’m in a committed relationship. I didn’t do this on purpose, I’m not trying to hurt anyone. I just genuinely need some people to bounce this off of because of course I feel guilty, but at the same time there’s this part of me that really wants to know if there’s something there. I don’t know just want to hear some thoughts. What do I do? Do I tell her how I feel? Do I forget the whole thing and try to move past it? I have no desire to be a cheater either. This would be a sitting down my partner and having a honest conversation kind of situation if it came to that, but how do I even know?