No place feels like home. No job feels fulfilling. I seriously don't know where I wanna go or what I want to do with my life.

I'm in my thirties and I worked the last decade helping out my parents financially because of several reasons.

I didn't graduate. I didn't study anything.

I've looked into learning a little bit of IT related stuff like the Google IT Support certificate and various other courses on Coursera - but the amount of people saying it's a dead end and no one would hire someone like me was overwhelming and demotivating.

I've been working 70 hours per week for the last decade - and even after coming home from work...it doesn't feel like home. I'm from Austria. This country where I was born & raised doesn't feel like I've belong here. Or any other county I've visited.

The only meaningful thing in my daily life is Salah & Dhikr. The rest is... whatever.