Just realized the effect of CPAP even more from not using it for a night

So my mask broke last night when I was trying to clean a part. Was trying to repair the filter on the cushion of my N30i and then it broke off. I thought I can survive one night without it but the feeling I got the morning after which is today is the absolute worst.

I have had one of the worst headaches in my life and I already took some paracetamol to fix it but no use. I already called in to go to my clinic to get it replaced. I was all prepared and ready to get it fixed but when I was there and they asked for my mask, I forgot it.

My brain and my mind is in shambles right now and I have to go back to my place which is half an hour away just to get the bloody mask and then I have to go back again to get it replaced and then again go home. Im gonna be spending 2 hours for this. Wild.

In my head though I just feel the need for it. Again, I still don't get that Euphoric feeling of sleep after using it but I'm pretty damn sure I don't want the feeling of not being able to use it when I wake up.