OA lang ba ako? Religiously

OA lang ba ako na nasad ako (cried a lil bit) and got disappointed nung nalaman kong he doesn’t pray? Di ko rin alam kung ano exactly yung reason ng pagkasad ko, pero maybe it’s because I came from a religious family? Lumaki ako na sinasabihan na magdasal, kasi ’yun daw ang tutulong sakin to do good and to align my path. Or maybe dahil gusto ko rin ng God-centered relationship like yung magppray kami together sa different churches? Are we just not religiously compatible? Whats ur advice