I feel bad because im gonna do it again and again

After not cheating since last summer, ive cheated on my wife again. it started with visiting family out of town in June. i got a hotel just to hopefully get fucked. lucky for me i did and took my first uncut dick. i had family a couple of doors down so i hope they didnt hear me getting fucked like a slut at 4 in the morning.

a few weeks later i met a younger guy who fucked me so hard. he had the thickest dick i think ive ever taken. a day later i met a guy who was from out of town. he was hear for a business conferance. i met him on a lunch break and he fucked me passionately. i sucked his dick and ate his ass. he ate me out and fucked me good. i then rode him until he came in me. it was one of the best fucks ive had in a while. i was suppose to meet him again before he left town but he ended up not getting free when i could.

then last week i fucked the thick dick guy again on his couch. i was better prepared this time so it didnt hurt lol. while it was good i gave up trying to not be a slut and met another guy who fucked me so go while i still had a load in me. this was the first time i fucked 2 guys back to back. he didnt cum cause he jacked off before hand but i hope i can hook up with him again because he was so agressive and good. i would like to say i got it out of my system but i know im gonna be bent over again soon by somebody