Deity Kink

I see a lot of Goddesses on fetlife, but I've never seen a God. I don't know anyone who identifies as a Masc Deity, and is cis-masc. but, I am starting to realize I have a Deity kink, as a Dom.

I have spent my adulthood outwardly becoming a God in my own eyes, and when I'm secure, idgaf if you disagree because I am my own God. This is all internal. I don't walk around like I'm better than anyone, and I actively work to make the world around me better.

The Christian upbringing feels shame at verbalizing this. The guy in society feels... like I shouldn't feel this, that it's wrong and egotistical. Even in kink spaces, which are often queer/fem friendly, I feel weird bringing it up, like someone won't understand and I'll be shunned because of it.

Regardless of gender/sex, how have you seen someone engage with their God/Goddess side? What does that mean to you?