Why do I keep blindly following the advice of tarot & psychics?

I first got into the divination side of the internet during my darkest times.

I'm building myself slowly out of this pit, but I can't help but notice how whenever I experience any sense of uncertainty, or doubt, I turn to the advice of some online medium (online tarot readings, sometimes asking AI to generate a tarot reading)

At first, I didn't really care about whether the readings were true or not. I just cared that it made me feel better.

But now.... I realize I'm so incapable of handling uncertainty, or my fear of failure, that I put all my trust into some guru online that probably has no idea what they're talking about. There's something wrong. I shouldn't be acting this way.